"Put aside your anger, and do your duty"
Actually, that's such a lie to me, I can't put aside my anger but yet I still do my duty.
I do my duty because I have to,
But I can't put aside my anger because my heart is still hurt every time I remember what she said,
Unfortunately for me I forget how to angry, that's silly right?
Yeah, that's the silliest thing that I ever thought.
I always put my anger away from my thought but it seems I already step over my line
All that I can do is stay silent, why? Because there's no way I show my anger to her,
She is my senior, I have to respect her
You know what? In a time like this, I listen to Wind by Stoned Town, Naruto OST
There's a line of lyrics that I like so much:
"Motivate your anger, made them all realize"
That's just sound great
That song is recommendation from me,
the meaning is deep, that's why I like it.
Sometimes I feel like... that song is for me, or at least someone like me.
Someone like me, who always try to stay calm, but actually crying inside, and don't have any brave to tell everyone that I am angry, that I am sad, that I am not happy.
Someone who is scared to the world, always try to say that I'm scared, but never be able to do it,
because of what? Because I'm scared....