You know, sometimes I feel like...
I'm doing a right thing,
which isn't at all....
This isn't right at all
You know why?
Because I always feel this,
This uncomfortable feeling,
This "I'm not supposed to be here now" feeling
to keep smiling like nothing is going on
well, nothing is going on in the outside,
it always a different story inside
Is it what regret feels like?
Even if it is regret,
then why I always think that I shouldn't regret anything?
Then my heart say, "Because it's never your own choice from the start"